The Dance Between Eros and Agape

The Dance Between Eros and Agape I’ve spent much of the past few years contemplating the meaning of love and life given my personal cirumstances. I’ve always appreciated how Pope John Paul II explored it in his seminal Theology of the Body lectures, particularly the distinction he draws between eros and agape. Those early reflections conveyed a kind of purity and balance I’ve rarely encountered elsewhere. There’s a dance between eros and agape, between the selfish and the selfless, the passionate and the pure. While I don’t ultimately agree with all of the conclusions John Paul II reached, I deeply respect how he articulated their intertwinement. His framing invites reflection on the tension between desire and devotion, and on how both can coexist in the human experience of love. ...

November 2, 2025 · 4 min · Nick Schmidt (oneguynick)

SailfishOS vs Ubuntu Touch – October 2025 Notes

After revisiting SailfishOS earlier this autumn, I spent a week living with its open-source cousin, Ubuntu Touch. With Google tightening the Android ecosystem, it felt like the right moment to explore what a true Linux mobile OS offers today. My first attempt was with a OnePlus Nord N100 on MetroPCS. It fought me at every step. Flashing, fastboot flags, and ADB coaxing were all unsuccessful. In the end I ordered a Pixel 3a, one of Ubuntu Touch's officially supported devices. ...

October 28, 2025 · 3 min · Nick Schmidt (oneguynick)

Building Matrix Bridges on OpenBSD: A Work in Progress

Not my proudest work, but I needed a quick shell script. I’ve been diving deeper into Matrix bridges lately — those connectors that let Matrix users communicate with other platforms like WhatsApp, Telegram, Discord, Slack, and more. In doing so, I’ve learned a lot about how these bridges are built, deployed, and maintained. The twist? I’m running everything on OpenBSD. Running -current on OpenBSD is great, but it does mean I often need to compile packages faster than the official release cycle provides. That’s where this little helper script came in — a quick way to clone, patch, and compile the Go-based Matrix bridges so they run cleanly on my OpenBSD systems. ...

October 16, 2025 · 3 min · Nick Schmidt (oneguynick)

Say My Name: Heisenbridge, IRC and Breaking Free from Discord

Why I stopped using Discord for open source and how I bridged IRC into Matrix using Heisenbridge on OpenBSD.

October 14, 2025 · 4 min · Nick Schmidt (oneguynick)

The Cheapest Electron Is the One Not Used

Efficiency is the most overlooked opportunity in edge data center design. The cheapest electron is the one not used.

October 13, 2025 · 1 min · Nick Schmidt (oneguynick)