You might be thinking that is a lie…you would be wrong. I just got voice command on my new phone, a 6515 which is super cool. Think of it as a blackberry+GPS in one. Well anyways I can talk to it now. That is all you need to know. I can talk to my phone. “What is my battery level?” “What is my next appointment?” “Am I the coolest dude ever?” Yes the phone says…yes you are 
It’s a glorious day. I am not sure why I dropped my car for an AC check so maybe that’s why I am so excited. My friend Kade (hottest non-denominational girl I know…and I know a few) laughs at my car/furniture status. I keep telling her that if a girl can get past the fact I have crap right now then she is a keeper. So now that my car has AC, the girl has no excuse riding shotgun in the 97 Saturn with 160k miles But one has to wonder…would Kade ride shotgun?
kade says: first off..I’d ride shotgun in your saturn I am not stuffy..secondly…that’s a dumb test for a girl..and thirdly..thank you for mentioning me and saying I’m a hot non-denominational lol
So yeah I was online and a friend of mine had an away message that said “Praying…..” It made me realize that I was lacking there. I was such a control freak. I was telling God that I could deal with this by myself. What a Doofus! I went back to my room and just fell to my knees…picked up my rosary and started praying. It was great! Oscar just jumped up and laid next to me…thank you Lord…
Tonight I let my personal issues get in the way of ministry. I rode over to do Bible study and I was there…a few guys showed up and we just ended up going out to eat. After that I left. I could have gone back and watched the movie with everyone but I just wanted to be alone. I hate the fact that everything going on with Val is stopping me from letting the spirit work through me. Please keep me in your prayers. I hope this soon passes so that I can get back to where I was. I think I just need a little time. Esh don’t you hate when life gets in the way of life?
So I run into this girl who is DEVOUT Christian. I mean like super hardcore orthodox…which is cool in my book. She has a Jesus fish (pointing right directon) and Jesus on the Cross sticker on her car. I thought that was cool. I asked her out to eat yesterday. It was fun and different to be out with someone NOT Valarie. I don’t think I am going to be dating anytime soon, but being out with this girl reminded me that I was capable. Kinda made me realize that I am not a bad looking guy and I am not some loser. My wife may think so…but deep down I know God Loves me. If only from His grace I will move on. I take comfort in that.
