Ugly Hiding Place

The thumps against the wall,
Rattling the crucifix over head,
One more sin to tuck under,
The silk sheets on the bed,

Zero out the posters,
Hide from the gaze of Mary,
In my guilt this world of shit,
I will dig myself and bury,

Her moans in tune with the music,
Of Jesus and His loving grace,
I withdraw for a moment,
Feeling Him in this ugly place,

Is it worse to know the truth,
And grind against her hips,
Or to never known at all,
This just being one more trip and slip…